My word, it had been too long! An entire semester spent working heart and soul on film, stage, and writing. I don't even recall what has taken place, for there have been so many events and occurrences and happenings to truly retain. I will update images with descriptions, so that I may remind myself of all the achievements.

To begin: an inspired shoot I designed last week;
An experimentation of soft and harsh, with light and texture;

Photographer: Kristen Wrzesniewski
Jewlery: Ax+Apple
Styling: Summer Lawson

I constantly feel like a changeling, a fledgling on the brink of discovery. I am in search of my purpose, my internal and external motivators. I change daily with mood, from harsh and exhausted to poised and well-kept. I feel as if I was able to touch briefly on my polar sides in this set, and wish to further explore the nature of my ratty, angered, and torn self, versus the elegant, velveteen, graceful tendencies.

A journey of reincarnation;

I have found myself on a bizzare and yet familiar path into my own soul. Inward we march, course after course of theatre, dance, economics. I find within my body the innards of both a coward and a performer, who amazing have begun to hold hands. My emotions topple, my brain sloshing to and fro, palms sweaty with insecurity. I volunteer for exercises, rear my head, hide in corners. I have been playing characters, working hours, and sleeping minutes away. Modern dance conditioning molds my form into a pliable and at once astute statue during Performance classes. Techniques given in Acting for the Camera flow at once into acting courses, allowing for ease and transpiration. I am the face of the mysterious French woman whom Fornesatti once idealized into the faceless being. Thus, here are my sides:

UNIVERSE CITY

 School is chewing my time, but I still manage to graciously allot hours for hobbies. Gogi and I started on two big projects this last Friday, involving Egyptian Hieroglyphs and gold paint. It will all manifest into something you can actually wear, so keep an eye out! Our time together has been so productive and I can't wait to begin making money off of crafts. I essentially have three jobs at the moment, retail of sorts, slanging sushi, and artsy craftress. Which personality will prevail? Why not all three?!

I have a monologue performance in two hours, a date to sell some items, and then a much needed deep cleaning of my household. I have finally managed to save up enough for a decent trip to Ikea, meaning my books no longer have to sit in boxes collecting dust. I have also created a folder of wants and needs in my life, including everything from motorcycle-platforms via Dolce Vita, to a full set of symbolic encyclopedias and a world globe. We shall see how this shift runs its course! I am more than inspired, and so incredibly ready for the newest chapter that, I for once, am writing.